edit: funny cos i just thought about me dying and then being in front of God and the book of life after reading enochs blog. this random thought got more epic as i realized i was probably screwed. lets make that a definitely. it was quite disturbing.
i was always asked if i loved God. and i said yes. but i never really realized until now that if you did love God you would have the total holiness, be God-like thing down. you would have to be doing everything right. i wondered if i loved God enough or even at all. also disturbing.
i have lots more feelings to type down but im tai tired la. its 2am? LOL.
thinking about this really raised a new set of tough questions.
one revelation of many God will reveal.
talk about feeling insignifigant lols. coolios.
well g'nite y'all
the past.
i know i've sinned.
i know i've been forgiven.
but the guilt for my sin remains.
but how can i live with myself.
betraying he who loves me.
i have no excuses.
i can't just say im human and walk away.
im a child of God.
better things are expected of me.
i know that.
its time to walk into the Light.
the time is now.
lol just noticed these two posts were about turning things around. interesting lol.
this was just be being dumb and shooting out hopefully relevant feelings of mine.
may there be more added to this
1 comment:
"but i never really realized until now that if you did love God you would have the total holiness, be God-like thing down. you would have to be doing everything right."
i think that people that do love God don't do "everything right". We all make a lot of mistakes. And about loving God..we love Him because He loved us first. I've been learning that God doesn't love us because of the good things we do, He loves us despite. : D
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