distractions*

well, i havent blogged in a while. the main culprit? highschool. all this optional attendance feces and pressure has gotten through to me. props* satan you succeeded. i've paid my price i can tell you, straying from God is so easy, that you forget the consequences. the consequence was getting totally rejected from two highschools tha i had signed up for optional attendance. the way they reject you is really formal, and that just rocks my boat a lot.

its really interesting how you can just implement one thing ex. highschool and your mind twists it a billion different ways so you get even more things to worry about. just from highschool i got these of the top of my head :
- due dates for the optional attendance forms
- home school application forms
- whether to take applied french <--- no chance in hell
- if i would get accepted to my optional schools
- what if my friends got in but i didn't (which was pretty much what happened in real lol)
- does the school have a lot of gangstas
- what im gonna take for the next 4 years
- what job im gonna have

thats already 8 points right there, not mention the fact that each one of those could spawn a little subdivison. while were still on the topic of school and stuffs i'd like to bring up the two wisdoms. the godly and the ungodly. ungodly wisdom is like stuff you'd learn at school, the stuff that people tell you is vital to have a successful future. that 'wisdom' harbors bitterness, boasting, ambition and envy. that wisdom is useless, why? because it goes like this, you learn to get a good job, you get a good job to make more money. and we all know you can't serve God and money. emersing yourself too much in this such 'wisdom' isn't the best thing if you have the wrong intentions. i always try to remember this because i do 'nerd' a bit too much at times :D

that wisdom not only takes away from God but also the rest he gives us. like mass homeworking on sabbath day, or hmking when youre supposed to be having God-time.

well, thats a wrap
g'night y'all

What This World Needs - Casting Crowns.

interesting message proposed by Casting Crowns. in the song, it talks about moving your big arse over to simply let Jesus do the work. they say that non-christians aren't confused by the gospel. they are confused by christians. our ideas, our translations of the bible, our thoughts, our 'addiction' to the gospel. Jesus is the way to the Father and that we aren't the only way to Jesus. that we are slowing the down the process of saving more people.

im confused. in this blog, i post my ideas, my thoughts, everything about God. my opinions. so what im doing is wrong? have i confused anyone?

hope fully ill get a part 2 on this.

utilise the comments folks!

May The Force Be With You
G'nites