Supernatural Forces - The Screw It 'Tude.

so, operation : No Swears was effective today. funny how fast the operation crashed and burned. only around 3 hours into the thing i said shit, pretty sad. i know i can do better - and that's what God expects also. i recall psator tim saying how there are forces that would act upon you to stop you from doing God's will. during his sermon he said : 3hours from now remember this sermon and what i said and try to act upon it, you will find it won't be so easy - - - or something to that effect. and true enough, i find that pastor tim was indeed correct o.o - not that i ever doubted huim of course ;]


there are times where i just wanna say screw it and give in, and most of the time i do. it's the easiest choice every single time. but right now its when i'm thinking 'why can't i do this' and God is thinking the same thing. and thats when my mind tells me i should be able to fulfil what i said. something's up, and it's time to man up and get the job done right, the way God intended it to.


i'm going to lose someone soon, and i can't just say screw it.

Never Compromise

no swears for X amount of time possible.

allowed : crap, dumb, stupid.

i like challenging myself to be honest. to God this little test is a tiny speck of dust, but to me it seems quite immense. i wonder why, guess i'll always be wondering. another trial awaits after this one. to get to the next you have to pass this one. God's help will definately be needed in any case.

Hobey Ho & G'nite